by Carol Varney, BAVC Director of Development
On Monday night I joined more than 1,000 fellow San Franciscans (and probably a few people from
outside the city, too) to volunteer as an extra to recreate two seminal marches in San Francisco’s history, both of which took place during the lifetime of Harvey Milk. Being an extra was not of real interest to me, but I did want to be part of supporting a project that would bring the legacy of Harvey Milk to a national and international audience.
When I was 17 years and living in rural Maine, a friend rented and we watched, on a fuzzy black and white television in a farm house, the documentary “The Times of Harvey Milk.” At the time I had never been to San Francisco, I only knew three gay people (who were out, at least) and yet the film changed my life. Watching this documentary about one of the world’s first openly gay elected officials helped me to understand the difference one person can make in the world, and how important it is to take a stand for what you believe in, particularly in the face of injustice.
So now, many (many) years later, when I got a message from a friend who is a location assistant for the new Gus Van Sant film based on Milk’s life, asking for volunteers to be extras in a recreation of a gay rights march, I knew I had to do it. It’s not often that you get to re-enact such an important historical moment, (not to mention be shouted at through a bullhorn by Emile Hirsch and Sean Penn – he plays Harvey Milk).
Many of the extras were treated to a screening of the documentary “The Times of Harvey Milk” before the marching began. Introducing the film was BAVC friend, San Francisco documentarian, and the documentary’s director, Rob Epstein. He spoke of those who helped him to make the film and his desire to help get the Van Sant feature made. He also introduced Cleve Jones, founder of the NAMES Project AIDS Memorial Quilt and others who are helping the new film to remain as true to historical fact as possible.
After the documentary screened, we were treated to dinner donated by local Castro merchants (you know I have to thank the corporate donors!), and then we hit the streets to chant and carry signs that implored people to “Stop Hate” and “Save Our Human Rights.” We were then told to go “back to one” (where we started) multiple times. After marching for many hours in the glare of the newly refurbished Castro Theater sign, I limped home with cold feet and a renewed sense that one person can, indeed, make a difference.
I am not ashamed to say that seeing “The Times of Harvey Milk” that night at the Castro theater in San Francisco made me cry. Seeing the City I call home portrayed at such a watershed time in our political history was even more emotional now that I know its history, geography and people more personally than I did when all I could do was view the world from Maine, through the eyes of filmmakers who told the stories of the people who make this City such an amazing place. Being part of this recreated history made me feel more connected to the City’s past, and as I ran into other friends who were on the street as extras, I also felt once more profound gratitude for the media makers who take social issues and explain them in a way that resonates across gender, geography, and political lines. Like all of BAVC’s supporters, members, awardees and friends who do the incredible work of telling the stories that keep us connected to our history and to each other.